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Friday, January 18, 2008

I don't want to do this!!

Ok, just for the record- Deployments suck!! I suppose I should be "happy" about the 10 minutes per day I get to spend talking to my husband, but it is really on my nerves- already-and he hasn't even been gone 3 weeks yet!!

I really did not think that we would ever, ever have to do this again. Yet, here we are, round 2. This had better be it, I swear! Or I am going to drag him out of the army with a net. I am soooo tired of this crap.

To be fair, and completely honest, when I first found out that he was deploying, I wouldn't say that I was excited, but I was ok with it. We have some financial goals that we want to meet, and I really thought that this would help us in that direction, which it will. Yet, here we are, less than a month into it-- and I can't stand it. My kids are a wreck, and I don't think that I have ever been lonlier in my life.
I thought that this time would be easier, but it's by far harder.

Wahhhh!! I just want him to come home.

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